Divine Dream Darshan

Mehraan Ho Gaiyaan..

As I mentioned in my earlier post, Guruji blessed me with his Divine Dream Darshan in July, 2016.

I was very happy that my Satsang on 'Connection & Surrender' has been published on the Facebook Page and I slept peacefully and happily that night.

Dream Darshan & Blessing:

I saw in my dream that I was very unwell and my mother got worried.  My late grandmother told us 'Let us take her to someone who will help her'.  We asked her who HE was but she didn't answer.  Then someone told us that we cant reach out easily to him since he doesnt have time to meet all the people and his Mandir might be closed.  I then told my mother and grandmother 'Let all of us go there, we will see'.

We reached a building where HE is supposed to be and climbed up the stairs.  On reaching  1st floor of the building, I saw that Guruji is sitting in Red Chola with 4-5 disciples and doing hawan with them.  There are many  other people sitting in the room who have come to seek his blessings and be cured.  When I saw him, I was very happy and I thought 'Oh, he looks so poweful, I am sure he can cure me'.  He then got up, went inside a room, came back with a lota and sprinkled Jal on his sangat including me.

Suddenly he saw me and he became very very happy.  He was smiling continuously.  He told his disciples through gesture of his eyes that he wants to meet me and they should not let me go, without meeting him.

As I stood in front of him, he held my hand in a most loving way and said 'Ki Hoya' (what happened'. I started crying profusely and told him 'Guruji, mainu badi ghabrahat hondi hai, mainu lagda hai, mai mar jaavangi' (guruji, I am very anxious and feel that I will die soon).  On listening this, he again laughed a lot assuring me that he is with me always.  

The dream ended there.  I got up and it was around 1:30 am. I couldn't sleep.  I wanted to tell this to everyone I knew that I have been blessed by him.  I kept crying with joy the next day,thinking that how can such a measly creature like me has been blessed by The God himself. 

I kept remembering Guruji's vachans from Sukhmani Bhore's book :

“Je main kisi nu hath la deyan ta us da rom rom shudh ho janda hai. Je tusi mainu hath la lo ta 1000 pathan da phal milda hai.Je main thanu gale la leyan ta 5000 path da phal milda hai. Sirf ek mahapurush hi panj choran to mukti dila sakda hai.” – “If I touch someone, his every pore gets purified. If you touch me, you get the benefit of a 1000 prayers. If I embrace you, you get the benefit of 5000 prayers. Only a Mahapurush can grant you freedom from the five vices namely, Pride/Ego, Anger/Temper, Greed/Urges, Attachment/Dependency andLust/Addiction.

Next day, I saw his picture on facebook wherein he was wearing the same red chola as in my dream darshan (picture above) with the same happiness on his face.  I had not seen him in that swaroop earlier. It confirmed his blessings.

My love and affection for him was growing by the day and my eyes were always full with tears of Gratitude and thankfulness.

Shukrana Guru Ji..Jai Guru Ji.

Connection & Surrender

Jai Guru Ji

June-July, 2016

I realised that my connection with Guruji was getting stronger by the day.  The more I loved him from my heart, more I was getting blessed.  He was and is still  in my thoughts 24 x 7. There is not even a single second when I don't think of him.  

I felt embarrassed few times whether is it appropriate to remember him all the time but I told him 'Guruji, I am sorry.  I cannot take you out of my mind even for a second.  It is not possible for me to shut my mind at once.  You are and will be in my mind and heart always'. So, please allow your child to remember you all the time'.

One day, I thought let me do a sewa by narrating my experience of developing connection with Guruji to New Sangat.  I was in dilemma whether to write this or not and what to write.  I was listening to one of Guruji's shabads and these words in the shabad echoed in my ears 'Likh de, raam naam likh de, likh de raam naam likh de'.  I immediately thought that I have received a go ahead from Guruji and wrote this.

'Dear Guruji Sangat,

When I first visited Guruji Bade Mandir in 2014, I felt very positive vibrations and sense of utmost peace there. While I truly believed that Guruji is God and has divine powers, but I was looking for an answer to my question. And that question was ‘How to connect deeply with Guruji and How to surrender completely’. I often heard Sangat mentioning to connect with him directly and surrender completely, but my question was how??

With time, Guruji has kindly made it clear to me and has answered some of my queries. With Guruji's Aadesh, I would like to share my thoughts with Sangat, who may be looking for similar answers :

1. Try to visit Bade Mandir regularly. The more you will visit, you will feel more blessed and connected. It is also said that one can go to Bade Mandir only on his Bulawa..Also, attend Guruji Satsangs organised by Guruji's Sangat. Langar Prashad has the power to completely heal you physically and mentally.

2. Talk to his swaroop (photograph) everytime you feel low or happy as most of us do with our Parents.. He surely listens and you will feel more connected and blessed.

3. Do Guruji Mantra Jaap sincerely.. It is very divine and powerful . Any prayer is only effective when it is done sincerely and with utmost faith.

4. Listen to Guruji Shabads regularly and try to implement the teachings in your day to day life. The more pure your soul will become, you will be able to connect more easily and feel his blessings everywhere.

5. Think of him while doing meditation. You will get direction and guidance from him and answer to all your concerns.

6. Dont ask him for anything except to keep you near his lotus feet. He knows what is best for you and at what time. One who has power to give also knows what do you need and what is good for you.

7. Read ‘Light of Divinity’ which is compilation of Guruji Satsangs or log in at www.gurujimaharaj.com. The more satsangs you read, you will come to know how he has blessed everyone who has come to him and you will start feeling a strong connection.

8. Most importantly, one has to let go of his/her EGO. Try to be your best with people and help them, if you can.

Regarding surrender, I feel it comes with time. Once you are in Guruji Sharan, you don’t need to go anywhere for peace of mind and to get your prayers answered. I was doing Buddhist Chanting for some months and one day suddenly realized that it is not complete surrender to Guruji. I was still in ifs and buts and it meant that I don’t have 100% faith in Guruji. Believe me, the day I left doing Chanting and surrendered to him, there is no looking back and he blessed me and my family immensly.

Owe all your happy moments to Guruji Blessings. Nothing is co-incidence in your life, once you are in his Sharan. Not so happy moments are result of Karmas of this life/past life and have faith that Guruji will take care of everything. Rest assured, HE will.

With each breath I take, I do Guruji's Shukrana and may he keep me and my family in his lotus feet forever..

Charan Kamal Tere Dhoye Dhoye Pivaan, Mere Satguru Deen Dayala .. 

I sent the above satsang to one of Guruji's facebook page and they kindly published this on their page.

The day my above satsang got published, Guruji blessed me with his divine dream darshan and spoke to me in my dream, for the first time.  

Shukrana Guru Ji.. Jai Guru Ji

Blessed Satsang at Home

Jai Guru Ji

May, 2016

We organised Guruji's satsang at home and I was very happy organising and planning everything.  I was overwhelmed with his blessings and Kripa and wanted to thank him for everything. 

During the satsang, I again had lots of tears in my eyes.  But, this time, these were tears of Gratitude and thankfulness.  I wished I could just see him once, thank him and hug him.  I was like a child missing her father.

With his blessings, we had a great satsang.  After most of the sangat had left our home, suddenly my daughter noticed something on the Akhand Jyot.  It was formation of 'OM'. The baati (jyot thread) that we had put in the beginning of the satsang, had taken shape of a beautiful OM.

Such a blessed Satsang and such a beautiful Darshan.

Thank you Guruji..

Jai Guru Ji

Guruji's surprising gifts.. Meeting Sachin & Virat

Jai Guru Ji

Jaa Aish Kar ! 

Guruji decided to give us one of the biggest gifts and surprises in May, 2016 but for me, it was one of the biggest miracles !!

It was one of the day when I took off from office since my sister's daughters were coming at our home to spend the day.  They came in the morning and we were contemplating what to do.  We decided to go to DLF Mall of India in Noida in the evening.  My husband who was also at home that day suggested that we should go in the afternoon and come back early to avoid office traffic.  So, me, my daughter and my 2 nieces went to Mall of India.

We reached there at 3 pm. There were posters all around that Sachin Tendulkar is coming to the Mall.  Then a girl came (from event organising team) and told us that Sachin is coming at 4:30 pm and if we want to see him, we should be near the ground floor stage.  We didn't pay much attention and told her that we will see as there is still some time in that.

Kids wanted to go to Smaaash on the top most floor and play games there.  When we reached there, we were told that the entry is not allowed for public today and it it closed since Sachin is coming to Smaaash that day.  We were standing outside  and thinking what to do!  Suddenly, a gentleman said in a loud voice to us 'Do you want to see Sachin'??  I thought he must be joking.  I said 'Yes, we want to get photograph clicked with him'.  He smiled but said nothing and I thought 'such a funny guy, made a fool of us'.

After a minute, a lady came and handed over 4 visitor bands to us.  She said that we can go inside Smaaash and attend Sachin's press conference as that Gentleman has told her to do so.  We were super excited and thought that he must be someone influential from Media.  We thanked him and he said that since my daughter resembles his grand daughter, he felt like doing so.

We went inside and waited for Sachin.  There were journalists all around.  Kids wanted to play the games.  I went to the counter and told them to make a card for us.  They made the card for all 4 of us.  When I took out cash to pay them, they said 'No need Madam, for you all, all games, food and entertainment is FREE'.  I was delighted.  Later we came to know that gentleman who allowed us in was the Owner of Smaaash in India.

After attending Sachin's press conference, he also called us for a photograph with him (whereas there were ques for this and no one was allowed).  We thanked him immensely and he said that next month Virat Kohli is coming and we can meet him too.

True to his promise, he sent me the invite on mail and we again went to meet Virat next month and got a photograph clicked with him.

How can such ordinary people like us breakthrough all barricades and were given this opportunity twice amongst thousands and very influential people.  We were not even aware as to when Sachin was coming. Who made it possible?? Without a doubt it was Guruji.

Shukrana Guru Ji

Guruji Blessings thru my daughter

Jai Guru Ji

One evening, I was meditating in front of Guruji Swaroop at our home.  I was very emotional at that time and really wanted to feel Guruji's presence.  All I wanted from him at that time, is to see him once.  I was praying in my heart during meditation, 'Guruji, please come and bless me, I want to see you'. 'Guruji please keep you hand on my head as I need your blessings always'.

After meditation, I felt light and thanked Guruji.  My daughter was sitting on the bed at that time and I sat with her.  As soon as I lied down next to her, she kept her palm on my head.  I looked at her in astonishment.  She then said 'Mummy, God Bless You'.

I was awstruck.  She has never done something like this before.  I asked her, what made her do that and she said 'nothing, just like that'.

In my heart of hearts, I knew it was Guruji's way of blessing me and he heard my prayer during meditation.

Jai Guru Ji

At Hongkong & Macau

Jai Guru Ji

April, 2016

I left for Hong Kong earlier than my family as I had to attend the conference.  They were scheduled to join me in Hong Kong, after my conference gets over.

Out of 40 people going from Delhi, I was the first one to reach Delhi airport.  I went straight for checkin.  The attendant at the counter asked me, which seat I would prefer, Window or Aisle??  I first said 'window, no give me aisle' ok leave it give me window'.  He said 'Madam, dont get confused, I am giving you first row seat (which has more leg space, and it comes with a price). We generally charge some 430 HKD for this seat, but for you it is FREE.   I was super delighted.  I immediately thanked Guruji for this as he had blessed me at the start of my trip.

We got the news that it was raining heavily in Hong Kong and my boss got worried as to it will spoil our conference outdoor activities.  I somehow had this belief that nothing would go wrong. I told him 'Dont worry Sir, there will be no rain'.  Believe me, the day our outdoor activities and sightseeing was planned, there was no rain.

I thoroughly enjoyed Hong Kong and Macau and kept thanking Guruji for blessing me with such a wonderful experience.  I had tears of Gratitude for his amazing Grace.

I was still somewhat worried as to how the weather conditions will be, when my family arrives in Hongkong?  Will it rain and spoil our Disneyland, Oceanworld and Victoria Peak?? But, it was foolish of me to forget that Guruji has blessed us with trip and therefore nothing will go wrong.  Truly, we had the best view at Victoria Peak (whereas the previous day it was too foggy) and amazing fun at Disneyland etc., with not even a single drop of rain.

On our return too, we were given Emergency exit row by the airlines (on their own), which has extra leg space.

Guruji had truly planned every bit of  a wonderful trip for us and we came back with lots of wonderful memories..

Shukrana Guruji..Jai Guru Ji.

Hong Kong Trip

Jai Guru Ji

I always wanted to go to Hong Kong and take my kids to Disneyland there.  We had started saving money for the Hong Kong trip since past 3-4 years but every year, when it comes to planning the trip, couldn't muster enough courage to shell out 4-5 Lakhs in one go and dropped the idea.  Hong Kong was definitely on our travel wish list but we didn't knew when would we go there.

I strongly believe that after granting me good health and improving all other aspects of my life, Guruji started blessing me by fulfilling my wishlist.

In February 2016, my organisation started planning for our Annual Conference.  For the past 3-4 years, they were organising it at some domestic location. I am a part of conference organising committee but it doesn't guarantee that I too will go for the conference (since it is primarily for top management and star performers).  That year, our organisation decided to hold the conference in Hong Kong.  I was very happy but not very sure if I would go.  I checked with my boss if there are chances of me going, and he said NO.  

I was disappointed but told him to re-consider his decision.  I spoke to Guruji in my heart and told him 'Guruji, I know this is as per your will, I will accept, whatever you decide'. After few days, suddenly I got a mail from my boss confirming that I am going.  I was delighted and thanked Guruji. 

I spoke to my husband and told him to come with my family after the conference gets over. In that case, I will extend my return date.  He initially said NO. But, after few days, he agreed on his own and we were all set for our dream destination,  The Hong Kong.

Once again, Guruji had bestowed his blessing on me and my family.  Jai Jai Guru Ji..

I will share the Hong Kong wonders in next post.

Tooth Troubles and Blessings.

Jai Guru Ji

January, 2016

I had started feeling deep connection with Guruji and realised that he is always in my thoughts, consciously or sub-consciously.  The urge to know more about him grew stronger by the day and I was constantly trying to find ways and means to connect with him more deeply.  I spoke to few sangat, started reading more satsangs and tried to know the answer 'what is the meaning of surrender, and how does one do it'?? .  I didn't get the answers upto my satisfaction, may be because I was trying the wrong source.  Instead of asking Guruji himself, I was asking others.  

Meanwhile, He kept showering his blessings on me and my family.  My seven year old son one day complained of  a bad toothache.  We visited the dentist and she told us that there a 2-3 cavities in his teeth, which she can fill.  But, for one particular tooth, she suggested Root Canal, otherwise that tooth will give more pain.  We asked the doctor if there is an option to avoid that and she said NO.  I was worried as to how my little child will bear the pain of going through all this and numbness of tongue (for few hours) after the treatment.  What if he is not able to bear all this??

Anyways, we took the appointment from doctor for a particular day.  The lady doctor advised us the Root Canal treatment will be done by a senior doctor.  When we visited the doctor on appointed day, the senior doctor examined by son's teeth but said nothing.  Out of the mere urge to say, I asked him 'Is there any way, we can avoid this because I am scared and not sure if my child will be able to bear this.  He re-examined the teeth and said 'YES'.

He said that we can wait for 1-2 months and see if the tooth comes out on its own.  But, if the pain persists, he will then do the Root Canal treatment.  I was happy, my son was happy and we came back home.


More than a year has passed since then and my son has not visited dentist again for Root Canal Treatment and he has no pain in that tooth.

Ignorantly, that time too I didn't realise that this is all Guruji's Kripa but now I do, and say sorry to Guruji for not thanking him earlier.

Jai Jai Guruji

The Thunderstorm

Jai Guru Ji

Guruji heard me in a second.

It was one of the night when I was sleeping soundly.  Around 2-3 am, there was a loud and big thunderstorm. The impact of it was so much that we all woke up from sleep.  I started looking out from by bedroom's window. For some reason, I was very scared and I wanted the thunderstorm to stop but it didn't. It looked like that it will be raining cats and dogs.

I just said in my heart 'Guruji, bahut darr lag raha hai'. (Guruji I am getting very scared).  Not even 10 seconds had passed when I lied down on bed again, and the thunderstorm stopped.

I was amazed.  How could such a big thunderstorm stop in less than 10 seconds.  I had never seen that in 39 years of my life.

But, to be honest, I didnt realise at that time that Guruji was very near to me and I was heard.  Also, I was a little skeptical as to how Guruji can hear me so fast and that too on weather condition !!

Now, when I look at day to day wonders HE does, I know that it was all his Kripa.

Jai Guru Ji.

Guruji blessed my husband with new Job

Jai Guru Ji

September, 2015

The new Management of my husband's organisation made some changes internally and therefore my husband had to leave his organisation.  He was very disturbed at that time since he had no new job in hand and there was not even a single interview call.  He was trying hard but all in vain.

I had strong believe that Guruji will surely take us out from this situation and whatever is happening, it is his will.  In December, 2015 we had first satsang at our home with Guruji blessings.  I took help for organising the satsang from my office colleagues & their families who are also Guruji Sangat. They organised everything so perfectly and beautifully with lot of enthusiasm and devotion.

As the shabads started, all our family members had tears in their eyes.  I was looking at Guruji swaroop and tears didnt stop to flow.  All that we requested Guruji was his immense blessings.  After the Aarti, Guruji gave his divine darshan on his Gaddi Cushions.  His face appeared on the cushions and it was such a divine moment and miracle. We felt blessed and were very happy.

We all slept in the same room that night where we had kept Guruji swaroop for Satsang.

Next morning my husband narrated the blessings he got from Guruji.  He told us that he felt someone had come and touched his forehead with love .  He also mentioned that he had dream darshan of Guruji wherein he had come in White Chola (he couldnt see the face in the dream) and taken him up in the clouds (in his dream).  There my husband saw his Late father and his 2 uncles and all of them were happy.  

Surely, we received Guruji blessings and the very next day my husband got confirmed offer from a US based organisation.  Not only the work profile was exactly what my husband wanted but also was at a much higher salary.

We were blessed by Guruji again..Shukrana Guru Ji

Jai Guru Ji..

Guruji..my saviour, took me in his Sharan

Jai Guru Ji

July-December, 2015

My negative thoughts, anxiety and fear had increased suddenly and I used to fear everything under the sun.  Be it flying in a plane, going for a vacation, earthquakes etc.  Also, I had those moments wherein I used to feel depressed and cry without any reason.  I wasn't aware that these are the signs of depression and deep anxiety.

Despite being from a well to do family and loving family members, I was not very happy.  There was something missing in my life, which I wasn’t able to understand.  As a child, I was anxious and emotionally  weak.  My whole life revolved around dependence on others for happiness.  My mind and heart were  mostly occupied by feelings of loneliness in a big bad world and negative thoughts.

I was always worried with something or the other all the time. I became more impatient, frustrated and stressful. This affected my relationship with my family, friends and at work.  But, as with most of us, I never realized that there is something wrong with me and blamed the people and circumstances.  All this continued and starting taking toll on my mental health.  At one point of time, I became super anxious and almost on the verge of deep depression.

As we know, once you are in Guruji Sharan, he becomes the Director of your life and everything happens as per his wish and command.   He also shakes the tree and takes our test, which I believed he did in my case.

Also, he teaches us the right things in most practical ways, ever imagined.  I realized that once he had healed me mentally and physically.

In September, 2015 , due to sudden death of a very young colleague, I became super anxious and believed that sooner or later, I will also catch some disease and will die.  In panic, I got all the medical tests done and they were absolutely fine.  But, even that didn’t stopped me from thinking negative and my day to day normal functioning became almost impossible.  I didn’t knew what to do.  My mind said everything is OK, but heart said NO.  I also never wanted to take anti-anxiety and anti-depressant medicines.  I used to cry in front of Guruji swaroop and begged him to end my misery.  I knew he could do this in a second and he was my only hope at that time.

One fine day, I decided (rather he commanded), that I must change my lifestyle and give my best to come out of the pain.  I started doing things which I never dreamt, I could do.  I started meditating, changed my food habits, started exercising, doing Yoga etc..  At that time, he started calling me frequently to Bade Mandir and have Langar Prashad which slowly and gradually healed me.  He kept blessing me with his fragrance and Darshans in the meantime to keep me strong and also assuring that HE is with me all the time.  

With his immense Blessings, Grace and guidance, I came out of my deep instilled anxiety, fear, negative thoughts, depression etc. with flying colours, and that too without taking any medicine.

I had his divine dream darshan (in July 2016) wherein I saw that I am very ill and had gone to seek his blessings. He was also very very happy to see me and instructed his ‘Sangat’ that he wants to meet me.  As I stood in front of him, he held my hand in most loving way and asked ‘Ki Hoya?’ (what happened).  I started crying in my dream and told him ‘Guruji, mainu badi ghabrahat hondi hai, mainu lagda hai mai mar jaavangi’.  (I am very anxious and I feel that I am going to die).  When he heard this, he laughed at lot and assured me with his smile that he with me all the time and nothing is to be worried about.  From that moment, I was completely HEALED.

I now enjoy a complete stressfree life and feel like that I am re-born.  My age old mental and physical dirt has been washed away by Guruji in most practical ways.  

With his Grace and blessings, I am very happy and healthy, my relationships with my family and everyone around are at their best.  I have re-gained lost confidence and positive energy. 

Shukrana Mere Maalik..Shukrana Guruji

Jai Guru Ji

Guruji prepared me for Healing

Jai Guru Ji..

March-June, 2015

It was the time, when me and my husband started thinking about where to take kids for summer vacations in May/June.  We zeroed on Gangtok and Darjeeling.  I was super excited since I wanted to visit that place since long.  We got the hotels and air tickets booked in advance.

After 2-3 days, suddenly I felt deep anxiety and fear.  The fear of plane crash (because few months back I had experienced turbulence on one of my flights) was all over me.  Clouds and clouds of negative thoughts were on my mind.  What if we all die in plane crash??  Should I cancel my trip and go somewhere where we dont have to by air?? What should I do??  What if the there is a bad weather on that day which will make our plane crash?? Is Air India a safe flight?? Are their pilots trained enough to handle turbulences??  These are just some of the many negative thoughts that I was thinking at that time.  I wondered what had happened to me.. Though I was anxious and emotionally weak since childhood, but not to this extent.  

I couldn't function properly during March-June, 2017.  All the while there was deep fear instilled inside.  I prayed to Guruji to please keep us safe during our vacation and give me an answer that all should be well during our trip. 

Few days before our trip, me and my husband went to Bade Mandir.  Then also I was praying to Guruji 'Please keep us safe Guruji, please tell me whether we should go on this trip or not, please give me an answer'.  As we were sitting outside the main Hall in Bade Mandir, me and my husband could smell roses with soft winds coming.  I thought they must have put something in air cooler, but it wasnt.  The strong smell of roses kept coming and I kept wondering.  While having Langar Prashad, we both had OM darshan on our chapatis.  I was hopeful that I have got the answer.  But the anxiety didn't come down.

Then one evening, I could smell roses on my staircase.  I looked here and there but couldnt find any roses.  I checked with neighbours too but there were no roses.  I was happy that Guruji has blessed me.  Same night I also had dream darshan of Guruji wherein he was coming out of his Mandir and blessing everyone. Jai Guru Ji..

We finally took the flight for our vacation on D day and all was well.  All through out the flight I wasnt comfortable.  All throughtout our vacation, I was fearful (what if we meet with an accident on hills).  I was in a bad shape but couldnt disclose this openly even to my family.  

I now realise that Guruji had prepared to HEAL me of my mental state much before he actually healed me.  He was making me understand that there is something wrong with me that needs healing..

More on his blessings and my turnaround healing in next posts..

Jai Guru Ji...

Blessings in Disguise

Jai Guru Ji..

January 2015

I enjoyed going to Bade Mandir, though I was still trying to make the connection.  I was very hopeful that one day I will be able to make that connect with Guruji and get his blessings.  I kept going to Bade Mandir once in a month to seek his blessings.

Foolishly, I still wanted signs of his presence, everytime I went to his Mandir and requested HIM to show me his presence, like a nagging child.

1. One day while I was at Bade Mandir, I kept looking at Guruji's photograph and requested him 'Please, give me your blessings.  Please please..Please come out of the photograph and hold my hand.  You can do anything, I believe..So, you can come out of the photo and hold my hand too.  Or if you cant do this, then send some sevadaar to do this'.  But, I need your blessings.  All that while, I kept praying to HIM to hold my hand.  When I was making an exit from Bade Mandir, an old lady, who was limping and was wearing a red colour saree, suddenly held my hand for support.  It was quite surprising since she didnt even looked at me and also did not uttered a word.  Also, she was entering from exit door from where entry is not allowed.  I realised it much later that it was Guruji's blessings in disguise.. Jai Guru Ji

2.  Everytime I went to Bade Mandir, I wanted some sign of Guruji's presence and blessings for me.  One evening while at the shoe counter after having Langar Prashad, a sevadaar uncle came to me and said 'Aunty, Chai le lo, aaj jyada bani hai'. (take the tea, today we have made more).  Not realising what he meant, I said 'no, thanks, I had it already inside the mandir'.  I was waiting for my husband.  After 2 minutes, he came again and said 'Aunty,Chai le lo naa' (aunty, please take the tea).  I took Chai from him and drank the amrit although my tummy was full.  It was much later I learnt and realised that Guruji wanted me to have Chai prashad again and give his blessings.  Otherwise why would he come again to me and insisted for Chai Prashad.  Jai Guru Ji.

3.  One evening while returning from Bade Mandir, I was thinking that why I havent felt any presence of Guruji today.  I closed my eyes and remembered him on the way back home.  Suddenly, I felt that some white light is shining and when I opened my eyes, it was my phone wallpaper which has Guruji's photograph.  Generally, if there is no activity on the phone, it gets locked automatically but that day the white light kept shining till the time I reached home (for 1.5 hours).  In between, I picked up the phone and re-checked if it got hanged etc.  but it was not.  Clearly, Guruji had shown me his presence and blessed me...Jai Guru Ji..

I thank Guruji wholeheartedly for showering his blessings on me and my family.

Jai Guru Ji..

Guruji called us again..

Jai Guru Ji..

My father in law passed away in August, 2014 peacefully.  He was suffering and there was no cure in medicine for him.   He passed away within 1.5 months of diagnosis of his disease, whereas doctors suggested that he could live another 6-8 months more. Guruji shortened the time of his physical and mental pain and suffering.  Guruji also ensured that he fulfilled all his last wishes, which were :

1.  To take his last breath in our home, and not at a hospital.
2.  To take his last breath at his son's lap
3.   To take his last breath with all near and dear ones around.

I could not visit Bade Mandir again after July, 2014 for some or the other reason.  But, I could feel a little connection with Guruji and I started reading about him.  I felt good and happy that he has blessed so many people.  I kept reading satsangs and also started listening to Shabads, with a little hope that may be one day he will bless me.

In December, 2014, he called us to Bade Mandir.  At that time, we needed his blessings again.  My husband's job was not going very great and there were chances that he could be asked to go from his organisation, due to change in Management of the organisation.  It was a Monday and we had very good Darshan in Bade Mandir.  As me and my daughter were walking out, suddenly one uncle came and gave a locket swaroop to me and my daughter.  Not aware that these were his blessings, we kept the swaroop happily.  Within a week, some changes happened in the organisation internally and it kept my husband's job secured for the time being.  Jai Guru Ji..

I heard it from many people to make connection with Guruji but I was not sure, HOW?? I was reading satsangs, I was listening to Shabads but what more.  How do I make a strong connection with him so that I get his immense blessings?  I kept looking for answers but got none.  Some said 'remember him all the time', Go to 'satsangs', listen to 'Shabads' and I was doing that, but I dont want to be just connected to him.  I wanted to be 'Strongly connected to him'.

With time,  I developed a strong connection with him. Oh, I am wrong !!  He taught me in practical ways how to develop connection with him, which I will share in subsequent posts.

Jai Guru Ji..

When I met Guruji

Jai Guru Ji..

July, 2014

As they say, when the Pupil is ready, the Master will arrive.

I cant forget that evening of July, 2014 when I stepped inside Bade Mandir for the first time. Shabads were playing and I could feel a shrill passing through my body, the moment I saw Bade Mandir.  Totally unaware of the place and not too aware about Guruji, me and my family went inside the Mandir.  Such a serene, peaceful and disciplined environment.

As I bowed down in front of Guruji Maharaj Gaddi, tears were rolling down my eyes.  The place has so much divine energy that pulls you towards it.  Bade Mandir is so beautiful and the devotees at that time in the Mandir looked like from well to do families.  My mother, jokingly and completely unaware of his divine powers said at that time 'looks like, he is Ameero ke bhagawaan' i.e. God of rich people.  Little did we know that HE is everyone's God and one day will become MY Life Line.

To be honest, at that time, we wanted something from Guruji and that something is 'to cure my father in law' who had been diagnosed with a 4th stage cancer.  We were told that everyone gets blessed and cured there.  We too wanted him to be healed by divine powers of Guruji, although at that time we didn't believe and know about Guruji much.

Some rules of the Mandir were told to us before coming to the Mandir by my brother and sister :

1.    Here everyone is called Uncle & Aunty
2.    Langar Prashad is a Dawai (medicine) Prashad and it heals you completely.  It is shared by 4 people in the same plate.
3.    The sevadaars do not pack Langar Prashad, even if asked.  The prashad has to be consumed in the temple only.

We wanted to pack some Langar Prashad for my father in law who was at home, but kept quiet after listening to what is said above.  

Me and my 10 year old daughter got separated from rest of family in the Mandir and had langar prashad earlier than rest of them.  As we were  waiting for other family members, suddenly a Sevadaar came to me and asked 'Aunty, you had langar?'.  I said 'Yes, we had'.  Then, he told me 'agar aapko ghar mein kisi ke liye langar pack karvana hai, to kara lena, we will pack' (if you want langar to be packed for someone at your home, please do so'.

Not immediately realising that Guruji has granted our wish,  we got 'Halwa Prashad' packed for my father in law.  Only after we left the Mandir, I realised 'OMG, this is what we were wishing for'.

I was very happy and I told everyone that I could FEEL the divine power there as our wish of  Prashad has been granted, without our asking to any Sevadaar.

I believe that it was Guruji's way of instilling some faith in me and  a sign of his presence.

All in all, I was happy and I was hopeful.  Not sure of when to return next to his Mandir..but as they say, HE decides the time...

Jai Guru Ji..