Gates of Heaven opened!!

 Jai Guru Ji..

My hands are trembling as I write this satsang after 2 years on my blog.  Last two years had been very very traumatic for  me and my family.  I lost by twin sister husband to Covid in June 2021 and we are still shattered.  Every piece of our being was reduced to crumble.  Had not recovered from this and I lost my father to advanced stage cancer in June 2022, just after a year!!

I won't stay that my faith was shaken but I would like to admit that after all this, everything seemed irrelevant.  Praying, going to mandir, listening to satsangs, attending satsangs or even having conversation with Guruji; everything seemed not so important.  I felt guilty at times and still feel the same but my inner being refuses to accept that why did it happen to our family.  We have been good all throughout our life, have always prayed and believed in God, followed almost all Vachans of Guruji, read holy books; then why?? Why couldn't Guruji save both of them.  And why did it happen to purest of souls?

I went to GK Mandir last week in the evening.  As usual both the outside and inside gates were closed.  I closed my eyes, folded my hands and spoke to Guruji. I said "Guruji, I sometimes feel guilty of not connecting to you the way I used to connect earlier and I still don't know what to say.  If you feel that the connection is still there, then please open the inside door for me.  This is not a test of you as I know that  you can do anything.  It is a test of me to see if I am still worthy of your pure connection.  I promise I will try to pray as I used to do earlier".  I was reciting Mantra Jaap in my mind.  I opened my eyes after10 seconds and the Mandir inside door was entirely open with Guruji Sinhasan and swaroop in its full glory.  I started trembling.  There was no sound of door opening by anyone. For 3-4 minutes I kept standing there and talking to Guruji from outside.  Then a sevadaar aunty came from inside, looked at me and closed the door.

I still have not got any answers from Guruji nor I am trying to seek much answers now.  I just know one thing that He is always with me and my family and whatever happened was as per His will.  He listens to everyone and the connection from his side will always be strong.

Jai Guruji 

Darshan deeje khol kivaad..first darshan in Corona times

 Jai Guruji Ji

28th September 2020

My daughter's 16th birthday and indeed it was very special for all of us.  I had 
pre-ordered customised balloons for her birthday as few of her few friends were coming over in the evening of 28th and the balloons were to to picked from GK on her birthday.

At first, I thought let me send driver to pick balloons but a voice inside me said that I should go.  I will also pay respect to Guruji at his GK Mandir from outside and seek his blessings.

After I picked up the stuff, I went to GK Mandir.  It was closed and the gate was locked from inside, which meant that someone was there inside the Mandir.  I bowed down to Him from outside and mentally said "Guruji, it is a very special day and I have come to see you.  If you wish, please let me have your darshan".  My eyes were closed.

As soon as I opened my eyes, the door opened and the sewadaar uncle came out for some work.  I was so glad that Guruji heard me immediately.  I could pay my respect from outside and see him after so many months of the lockdown and on this special day. "Darshan de diye, khol kivaad"

Thank you so much Guruji..You are amazing!

Jai Guruji

No wish is a small wish..Hair transformation

Jai Guruji

I have very thin hair since my 20s and it is almost like I have a very big bald patch just above my forehead. I met a skin doctor few years back and he suggested me some treatment but it was not very effective and was very cumbersome.  Daily stress lead to more thinning of hair and somewhere I had accepted to live with it.  Soon my hair started greying and due to hair dyes and hair colours that parlours used, they started losing their lustre too.

My hair got damaged to the point that everyone in family and friends starting point out.  They became extremely dry, frizzy and unmanageable.  I didnt knew what to do.  I started oiling my hair regularly, hair masks, hair spas etc etc. but my dry hair refused to be tamed.   When everyone starting pointing out, I became extremely restless and anxious.  I was deeply disturbed and hopeless.I started losing confidence and always kept my hair tied.  On such day, I was extremely sad and I requested Guruji to guide me.  I requested him to show me the path, to regain my hair and my confidence back.

Next morning, I got a call from my friend.  She is also a Guru Sangat and she told me that she had a dream in which she saw me with very lustrous, thick and bouncy hair.  She was completely unaware that I was disturbed due to my hair the previous night. I told her 'How I wish".!!

Same day I started searching online for some hair treatments.  Suddenly a thought struck me that my neighbour had mentioned few years back about a lady in Delhi who makes her own hair packs, hair treatment products and she is miraculous.  I called my neighbour and took that lady's number.  I fixed appointment with her staff and went to her Hair Clinic the next day.  It is a very basic hair clinic with photos of deities everywhere.  I felt as if I have come to some spiritual centre for healing.

Her staff told me to wait as 'Aunty" will see me shortly.  They took me to her.  There I saw an old lady, sitting on a chair, getting her hair cut and few of her staff standing around her.  Her aura is unexplainable. I almost became blank and wasnt able to speak as if I have surrendered on seeing her.  She asked me few questions and then she told her staff about what to do with my hair.  Then she told me something that shook me "Beta, I have done Hanuman Ji puja this morning.  Your hair will become alright.  But, do not gain weight and become fat".  I was numb!!

They started my hair treatment with their natural hair products and told me to visit every week for first month.  Also they gave me the same products for application at home.  I did it religiously as I am of firm believe that "Aunty" is answer of my prayer to Guruji and He has shown me the path.

Today, it is exactly a month of visiting her and my hair transformation is nothing short of a miracle in such a short time.  My hair has already regained so much lustre and new hair growth at the bald patches have started coming in.  All this with natural hair products!!

As I am writing this,  I am so much grateful to Guruji and I am beaming with confidence.  No wish is a small wish for Guruji.  It may not be relevant for others, but between Guruji and me, this is another big blessing that he has bestowed on me.

Guruji, I love you..

Everyday is a blessing - my learnings

        Jai Guru Ji 

 

It was 2014 when I first came to know about Guruji and visited Bade Mandir.  Since then, everyday is spiritual journey blessed by Guruji.  There have been many highs but numerous lows too.  I still remember, there were days when I wanted to give up everything and my faith too was shaken.  But, Guruji was always there holding my hand and guiding me everyday.  He showed me the right path, connected me to right people, gave me strength, confidence and patience, one day at a time.

As I have mentioned earlier, I came out of stress, depression and anxiety without taking any medicines and it was a long process chalked out by Guruji.  I would like to summarise learnings of my journey.  These are just my learnings and it may be different for someone else.

1)  Health is actually your real wealth.  All the wealth and comforts are useless and meaningless if you are not physically AND mentally healthy.

2) Gratitude is a big thing.  One who practices gratitude consciously, will get more to be grateful for.

3) Destinies can be altered with the grace of  Guruji.  I am a live example.

4)  Self effort is important.  We cant just sit and pray and expect things to happen automatically. 

5) Be a good human being first.  God knows your intentions and everything about you. Opinions of others dont matter that much.  

6)  Take care of your responsibilities/family and go with the flow.  

7) No prayer which is  done with pure heart and good intention, goes unanswered.  God will give you what is best for you and not what you expect HIM to do.

8) Dont ask; just believe.  Guruji knows everything.  Even if you  have to ask just say 'Guruji, please bless me'.

9) Be kind to everyone and help as much as possible.  It surely comes back in the form of blessings.

10)  Remember Guruji at all times; thank Him everyday; talk to him; pray; celebrate with Him.

There are many more learning across this path which I may share later.

For now and always ; Thank you Guruji for everything.

Jai Guruji 

Vin boleya sab kish jaanda..London dreams!

Jai Guru Ji..

April, 2018

I had this childhood dream of going to London once in my lifetime.  Don't know why but I never wanted to die before visiting London.  But, I also knew that this was quite difficult for many reasons. 

First, if me and my husband go, then we have to take the entire family too as we never wanted kids feeling left out.  Also,  London being an expensive location, we needed about 7-8 lakhs and personally I dont have that much heart to spend this much at one go.  I have this strange flight & plane turbulence anxiety and sitting for 9 hours feeling anxious was too much for me.

I was going to Amritsar in April, 2018 when I my husband called me at the airport.  He said that there is some office conference coming up in June, 2018 in London.  He asked me if I would like to accompany him.  Without giving any thought, I said YES YES YES!!  When I came back from the conference, I realised that it may be difficult due to above reasons.  I told my husband, If I go then entire family will go, otherwise I am not going.

I also thanked Guruji immensly for this opportunity and left it on HIM to decide.  Within a week, everything got sorted and family tickets were booked!!  Guruji knows even the deepest desires of your heart and he will fulfill them as per his wish and timing.  I never asked or prayed or spoken to Him about this.

June, 2018, the day of Delhi-London Air India flight, I was feeling anxious due to anticipated flight turbulence and how would I cope with it.  I kept chanting Mantra Jaap since morning :).  I am not exaggerating but for the entire duration of Delhi-London and London-Delhi 9 hour flight, there was not even a minute of turbulence.

In London too, it was the time for rains but wherever we went, there was NO rain at that time. We got stuck in a bad traffic on one of our day trips to outskirts of London and most surprisingly the tour bus also got delayed by 30 minutes so we could catch the bus.  In London, they dont even wait for a minute for anyone to start the tour.

All in all, Guruji was with us at that trip and everything turned out to be so perfect.  We came back with lots of Gratitude & happy memories.

Vin boleya sab kichh jaanda...He made my dream came true without even asking for it. Such is the Grace & Mehar of Guruji.

Thank you Guruji for everything.

Jai Guruji.

Jyon Jyon Tera Hukam..

Jai Guru Ji..

My kids so desperately wanted a pet since very long time but me and my mom in law were against it, primarily because I am not too fond of pets and my mom in law thinks that it is a huge responsibility.  We have been saying NO to our kids for a pet for the past 7-8 years.

End of May 2020, my mom in law had gone to stay with her daughter for 3-4 days.  My husband suddenly came and told me ''Lets get a pet".  I thought he is joking.  But he was very serious.  He convinced me for the same and kids got excited.  He also said that he wants to give a surprise (rather shock!) to his mom before she comes back.  Search for a suitable pet started.  As I am very scared of dogs, I wanted a small breed whereas my kids wanted a big breed Labrador.  I had no idea about what are the traits of each breed and I was just going by the size.  There was a huge argument between me and kids. As I slept in the night, I spoke to Guruji and told him "Guruji, I dont know why it is happening so suddenly.  But I believe it is your wish and must be a blessing for kids.  Please give me an answer to which breed is good for us.  When I was about to wake up, a flash of labrador image playing with a kid came before my eyes and I got my answer from Guruji. 

Without thinking anything, I got up and said "Lets get a Labrador".  The small puppy came in our lives that very day.  Such a joy for all of us but in the night I got super anxious that how will I manage the pet. There is no help at our home due to lockdown.  There is so much to do.  Again I cried in front of Guruji swaroop and requested him to give me strength and patience.

Just as I got up after speaking to Guruji, we got a notification that maids are allowed from tomorrow morning!!  Such a relief.  The maid came, I asked her if she would like to work for us for 12 hours (Have been chasing her for this for quite many months) and she immediately said OK since no other house has called her for work.   In this way, Guruji took care of my mom in law's worry too.

Guruji immediately listened to me and by that time I also realised that the pet is Guruji blessing and it is my responsibility to welcome her wholeheartedly and happily and look after her.  Also, I came to know that Labradors are the best dogs for first time parents and they are very kid friendly.  

By Guruji's grace, her de-worming and vaccination went very smoothly with no side effect, contraray to the popular belief.

Guruji has sent the pet to us for a purpose only known to him, but as of now I know that he has blessed our kids and our home with so much positivity and joy in these gloomy times. Kids are so happy and we are spending much needed quality time now.

Maango nahi manno..!!

Thank you so much Guruji..

Gratitude always.

Guruji is always near us..

Jai Guruji

23rd April, 2020

Its been a month since lockdown started and me and my mom in law are doing small satsang of Guruji daily at night.  Once I cook and family finishes the dinner, we do satsang and then I go back to the kitchen, clean the dishes, clean the kitchen etc. etc.

Yesterday as I was preparing dinner, a thought struck me.  Guruji likes cleanliness too much and I thought that if I dont clean the kitchen and the rooms before satsang, Guruji may not like it. He mentioned that cleanliness is imperative for positivity and divine aura.  So, I quicky prepared dinner, cleansed the dishes, cleaned the kitchen, set up drawing and living area as it was supposed to be, changed my clothes, combed my hair, applied some perfume! (ha ha)  and then called my mom in law for starting satsang.

I looked at Guruji Swaroop and very casually remarked ''see Guruji, I think this is the correct way of doing satsang.  May you give me strength daily to follow this routine".  As soon as I lit the jyot, a big splash of water came on my right arm from nowhere".  It was as if someone has put a handful of water on my arm".  Guruji blessed me with this Amrit prashad!

I was too happy to receive his blessings and one more time realised  that Guruji is always near us and he is watching all of us closely.

Thank you so much Guruji..

Jai Guruji!

Mantra Jaap Magic worked again..

Significance of Satsang & Mantra Jaap.

25^th Feb, 2020

Eve of my daughter’s first Board Exam!  In the morning, she told me ‘’Mumma, please go to Guruji’s GK Mandir and seek His blessings for my exams’’.  For sure, I said.  On my return from office, I went to GK Mandir and sought his blessings from outside the gate as the Mandir remains closed.  After that, I started listening to Satsangs on YouTube while driving.  In one of the satsangs, someone was narrating that how he lost his and his wife’s passport on overseas visit and by the blessings of Guruji, found it.  He also mentioned that a little girl prayed to Guruji to find his passports as she wanted icecream in return.  Listening to this, I am thinking, how can someone be so careless with such an important document as passport,  It should be kept very carefully.

As I was about to reach home, I got a panic call from my husband.  He told me that my daughter’s Admit card for her board exam tomorrow is LOST.  I wondered how??  It is such an important document and my husband must have kept it somewhere safe.  On reaching home, I was told that the original Admit card was given to our driver for photocopy. The colour print copies were there at home but not the original admit card.  The panic search began.  Driver was sent to photocopy shop to search all the papers there, we opened all the relevant and irrelevant papers in all the drawers, looked in the kitchen, washroom, shoe racks…everywhere!  My mom in law was blaming the driver, the driver was blaming us, my husband was blaming the kids and I was just praying and chanting Mantra Jaap in my mind.  I had full faith that Guruji definitely will do something.  We called up school to tell them and the teacher also panicked.  After about an hour, my daughter said ‘’Mumma, why don’t we look behind the drawer?  Sometimes, paper slip and get stuck there”.  As soon as she told me this, I was very sure that paper will be found there.  Guruji often works this way with sudden ideas!!

Carpenter was called and drawer got unscrewed.  Wohaaa..the Admit card was there!

I firmly believe that Guruji’s Mantra Jaap has tremendous power and He is always with us.  

Thank you, thank you, thank you Guruji.

Gratitude always..

Guruji's message for our wellbeing

12th November, 2019

550th Guru Nanak Ji's Jayanti

Early morning hours of this auspicious day, Guruji blessed me with his Dream Darshan.  I always wonder why Guruji dont speak to me in detail and as often, as he does with most of the Sangat in dreams.  I too want to hear him, I too want to have conversation with Him because I miss him!

In the dream I saw that Guruji is sitting somewhere and I am sitting next to him with folded hands.  All I am requesting him is to speak to me.  I remember saying 'Guruji, why dont you talk to me, please talk to me, please please talk to me'.

Guruji's took name of my very close and dear relative and said  "Onnu bol, eh cheez roz khaani hai, jadd takk zinda hai, tadd tak khaani hai'.  (I dont feel appropriate to mention the exact thing he told me here).  Tell him/her that he/she has to eat this thing daily, without fail, as long as he/she is alive, it is to be done.

I got worried in my dream as to what is going to happen to my relative and I started crying and asked Guruji ''why are you saying so Guruji, what is going to happen to him/her''.  Guruji then told me the exact quantity of that thing to be eaten by him/her and shook his hand in fast motion.

The dream ended there and I got up happy and fearful at the same time.  Happy because Guruji blessed me with his Darshan and fearful that my relative may or may not follow the same.  Interestingly Guruji told him/her to eat the thing which he/she has a great disliking for and he/she has never eaten,  So much is the dislking that he/she can puke or faint just by the sight of it !!

I got up and prayed to Guruji and told him ''Guruji, if you feel that this remedy is good and essential for him/her, then please also give him/her the wisdom to believe me and follow the same''.  I called up my relative and without any doubt or question he/she started following Guruji's remedy instantly.

We as a family, dont know and dont want to know what was written,  what will happen,  what Guruji averted, what this dream meant but all we know is that Guruji protects us all the time and we just have to following His Hukum without

applying any logic.  Rest He is taking care and will take care.

Jai Jai Guruji... Thank you , thank you, thank you!

By Guruji's Grace, we are always protected..

Jai Guruji

Few months back..

I was driving back home from work and my husband was travelling to Mumbai.  I got a call from my sister in law who had come to our home that day.  She was in a panic mode and asked me ''What is your family doctor number, give me fast'.  I asked her what happened but she didnt tell me anything and was repeatedly asking to give her the number and then she disconnected the phone.

I got anxious and thought that something must have happened to my mom in law as she was not keeping good health.  I called back home repeatedly but no one was answering.  As I reached home, I found out that my teenage daughter had fainted in the washroom for few minutes and therefore that call came to me.  Luckily there were few relatives at home along with my sister in law who had come to visit us that day.  Sequence of events were like this.

1.  My daughter was stressed due to her upcoming maths exam and was very anxious. She hadn't eaten well for the past few days and there was no exercise that she was doing.

2.  She took a hot shower and as she was about to come out, she felt dizziness.  By Guruji's grace, she called out to her grandmother in loud voice, opened the latch of washroom from inside and then fainted.  My son who is just 9 years old called out to Guruji and said 'Jai Guruji'.  As the washroom door was open and there were many relatives at home, they could manage to handle the situation well and after few minutes, my daughter regained consciousness..

I took her to the doctor that evening and he said that it probably happened due to low BP and not eating well.  No medication is required.

I looked at Guruji's swaroop and thanked him for saving us from whatever could have possibly happened if there were no relatives at home and if she didnt open the washroom latch from inside.  We could have not known that she had fainted inside the washroom.  Also, she and us learnt important lesson to eat right and take less stress and to exercise :)

Thank you so much Guruji.. with your grace and blessings, we are always always protected.

Gratitude always..

Apne Sevak ki Aape Raakhey...

14^th July, 2019

My twin sister, has been connected to Guruji Durbar since 2013 and she was the medium chosen by Guruji for getting me connected too.

She had been planning to invite Guruji at her place (satsang) since long but couldn’t do it for some reason.  Finally, with Guruji’s blessings, 14^th July, 2019  was the first satsang at her home.

Me and my bhabhi went to my sister’s place to help them with the arrangements to welcome Guruji.  In the afternoon, when I took out big Akhand Jyot from the box, the glass of the Jyot cracked just by touching it.  We took it as a blessing and ordered new Jyot for the satsang.  After about an hour, there was some electric shock in the the AC wire of her drawing room (just behind Guruji’s Aasan) and smoke started coming out of it.  We called the electrician and got it repaired.

In the evening, in the middle of satsang, suddenly a Glass Ganesha (which was kept on a very tall cupboard) fell down from above, on the floor.  There were sangat sitting on chair below it, but it just came and fell in the empty space with a bang.  The glass broke into tiny particles but miraculously, with Guruji’s grace, no one was hurt.  All of us and sangat present there took it as a blessing thinking that he may have averted something bad for the family.

After about 5 days, my sister’s husband was travelling to work towards Greater Noida with his driver.  In the middle of road, they had a major collision with other cars.  The car was badly crushed from front, behind and even the glass of the windows shattered to pieces.  With Guruji’s grace, no one was hurt badly.  The driver’s head banged on the steering wheel and he was taken to hospital.  The CT scan showed that he had some swelling in the brain but it can be cured with medicine.  He was kept under observation for one day and then discharged the next day, perfectly alright.  My brother in law was unhurt although the impact of jerk was very high.

My brother in law also went to doctor after a day as he was feeling a little discomfort in his neck due to jerk.  The doctor said ‘Deepak, you are perfectly alright but I don’t know how’!!.  With this kind of impact and accident, anything could have happened.’’.  

Such is the Grace and protection of Guruji..  Apne sevak ki aape Raakhey..  

Thank you so much Guruji .. Gratitude always

All in One..Test of Faith & Surrender..Gift of Blessings & love..

July, 2019

Here it came..July, Guruji's birthday month.  Couldn't ever imagined it would be the most blessed and cherished one for me in 2019.

I had been to Dugri twice earlier but my niece hadn't.  She asked me if I would be going this year and I told her, ''July is Guruji's birthday, so there would be huge rush there, lets go in August" and she agreed.

15 days before Guruji's birthday, I got a Whatsapp from my
ex-colleague who is in Singapore now.  She messaged that she saw me in her dream for the first time and I was telling her ''Chalo,Dugri Chalo, Guruji ka birthday hai".  I told her that I am planning to visit in August and not in July.  But somewhere, I was confused ''Am I ignoring Guruji's message & call?''  I requested Guruji to answer me.  

Same evening I was listening to satsang on YouTube and one uncle was narrating that Guruji told some sangat ''Tussi Guru Di gall nu priority nahi dende, tusi sochde ho, aaj nahi kal karenge, Twanu nahi pata mai twada keda kalyan karna hai". (you dont give priority to what I say, you think that I will do it tomorrow or some other time, you dont know what blessing I want to give you).  It answered my query to Guruji!  I called up Ankur uncle in sangat and he also suggested that I should go in July. I asked my husband if we (me and my niece) can go in July and he happily agreed.  I booked train tickets for me, my niece and my bhabhi next day.  

My husband also suggested that we should take our driver instead of going by train as it would be comfortable.  I didn't cancel my train tickets thinking that if driver doesn't turn up for some reason, we would go by train.

Just 4 days before our departure, my dear friend called me.  She had a dream.  She saw that me, my niece and her are travelling in a bus to Dugri that there was a minor accident. The bus driver was crying.  As she narrated her dream to me, my anxiety began ''Should we go by train or by car".?  I again looked up to Guruji for answer.  I told him ''Guruji, I cant make out anything from this dream, I dont know what you are trying to say, please guide me in what is right for me,  Should I cancel my visit and come in August?''.  I was driving my car and asking him this question.  Suddenly a car came before me and it was written on it "My presence will go with you and I shall give you rest.  I felt relieved but still was bit anxious.  We decided that we will not take the driver (as per my friend's dream) and instead travel by train.  

I told myself ''If the accident has to happen, let it happen, I cannot avert anything by being in Delhi.  If Guruji has shown this to my friend, he will not leave me alone, I surrender to Guruji's will". If this is Guruji's test of my faith and surrender, I want to clear it.

So, on 5th July, me, my niece and my bhabhi travelled to Ludhiana. I noticed something interesting ; Our train No. was 12013 (7), my seat No. was (25) and the hotel room No. was 511 (7) and we also got an upgraded room without asking.  We took a hotel cab from hotel to Dugri next day morning.  Mentally, we were prepared for huge rush there  but as were about to reach Dugri, the driver asked 'Madam, it seems you have visited wrong day, Mandir may be closed''.  There is no rush of cars here, otherwise it is generally 3 kms. long queues.  We reached Dugri Mandir and it was open.  It is un-imaginable but there was no rush there (because Dugri Mandir was open on Satudray this time instead of Sunday).

We could sit in the main hall for 1 hour right near Guruji, we attended the aarti and cake cutting, had the blessed langar and cake prashad.  I was fortunate to have a badam prashad which Gaurav uncle gave one sewadaar uncle to distribute (few of them).  The weather was pleasantly nice.  Everything went on so smoothly.  Guruji showered us with so much love and blessings that day.  

No doubt, Guruji called us specially and unexpectedly from Delhi to see him and get his blessings and love.  Felt like VVIP on Guruji's birthday.  His ways of calling and showering blessings is beyond comprehension.  All we need to give is love and surrender to His will.

Jai Jai Guruji..

Guruji arranged for my drive back..

Jai Guru Ji..

It was Thursday again and my day to meet Guruji at Bade Mandir.  I asked my mother if she would like to come with me and she happily agreed, since my bhabhi was at home that day (generally she is not able to go due to household responsibilities).

I also had my driver  to take us to Bade Mandir.  As we reached the parking, certain negative thought struck me out of the blue.  It was ''my husband is travelling and my kids are at home with my mother in law.  What if something happens to them?  Driver is with me, so who will take them to the Doctor if required?".  I rubbed the thought away believing that Guruji will take care of them when I am with Him.

In my these 5 years of coming to Bade Mandir, I always switch off my phone before entering Mandir.  But that day, I just kept it on silent and didn't switch it off due to some strange feeling/push.

We entered Bade Mandir, had Guruji Darshan and were enjoying Chai Prashad when the phone inside my bag started vibrating.  I ignored it.  It again vibrated and I ignored it.  It kept on vibrating and I had to see who was calling.  It was my driver calling from his phone.  I panicked as to why he is calling me as he has never done this before.  I disconnected the phone and sent him a message asking what happened.  He messaged back saying that he has got a call from his home and his son is critically ill and has to be admitted to hospital.  He needs to go right away.`

Without even thinking once, I told him to go back and take the car also.  In my mind, I thought that I will take the cab on return and since my mother is with me, I need not worry.  But, after that, I was not able to concentrate either on Shabads or on Guruji.  All I was thinking was ''Hope his son is fine, how will I go back home?  If I don't get a cab then?  Will I get a scolding from my husband for not coming back with driver?.  

I kept saying sorry to Guruji for not concentrating on him as I was not able to do that.  When I came out of Mandir, I tried booking a cab but to my surprise no cab was available.  My worst fear came true, I thought.  I kept trying to book a cab and was on my phone constantly after coming out of Mandir.   I didn't knew what to do!! 

As I reached the Main Gate of Bade Mandir, suddenly someone said 'Jai Guru Ji'. I looked up and there she was ''my neighbour''.  I was thrilled to see her as if someone has given me a gold mine. I asked her how has she come and she said she has come with her family in a big car.  I asked her if  me and my mother can come with her and if there is enough space, and she said yes.  She also told me that she doesn't come on Thursday but today she had to visit alongwith someone from her extended family!!  What  a co-incidence my mind said but my heart knew it was Guruji.

We should leave all our worries when we visit Bade Mandir to meet Guruji.  He takes care of everything.

Ever grateful to you Guruji for everything.

Jai Guru Ji.

Guruji came to our rescue!!

Jai Guruji

Few days back, there was some Mandir Puja annual function in our housing society.  My Mom in law, my husband and my son, all of them went down to do seva and attend the kirtan.  I, along with my daughter was at my home upstairs as we both planned to go late.

My husband called me to come down for Kirtan and Langar and he told me to hurry up as we were late.  In this great hurry, I picked up the old keys of my home, took my daughter, locked all the doors of entry points and shut the main door.  As I was locking the main door, I realised that I have taken the wrong key and the new keys are inside the home. Since it is an autolock, the door got locked automatically.  Now we were out of our home, the keys were inside and there was no way that we could get to our home.

In panic, I called up my interior designer (since we have got our home renovated recently) and she confirmed that there is no way we can get into our house  without breaking the glass of windows or breaking the door as it is a hi-tech lock and no local vendor will be able to make duplicate key.  I called the carpenter who made the door and he also confirmed that.

In my heart, I was crying as we just got the home renovated and breaking the toughen glass or door would  mean huge expense and a lot of unnecessary effort. I went down and told my husband and we all evaluated all possible means to go inside without breaking anything but there was no other option.

I prayed hard to Guruji that time.  I told him 'Guruji, this is your home and we all our outside, please let us in. Please do something that could save us from this trouble''.  I knocked the door few times saying 'Guruji, please open the door, please let us in'.

After only few minutes, someone gave us an idea to explore (which I would not like to share here due to safety concerns)..  But, in nutshell, we could enter our home from Guruji's room door, only that was an option open for us, we didn't have to break anything or incur any damage and it got opened in 30 seconds flat!!

Only Guruji could do this and put this option in our mind.  Guruji you are our saviour and thank you so much for allowing us to stay in your home..

Jai Guruji..

I will take care of Everything..Guruji

Jai Guru Ji

Once you are in Guruji's sharan, he takes care of every aspect of our life.  One of that aspect of my life was my job/work profile.  Despite being a very good and bright employee, somehow, I wasn't able to grow in all the organisations I have worked for.  All the organisations have regarded me as a very good worker but by the time the promotions or increments were to be decided, something or the other happened and I remained where I was.  

Also, I got so many calls from good organisations for interview for senior positions, but again, it never got materialized.  I now understand and accept that it may be some karmic account that I have to face.

Somewhere, deep down inside me I wasn't happy & satisfied with the career I have.  All my counterparts and friends have grown in their respective roles and I remained where I was.  There were some personal and professional challenges that I faced, but  that was no excuse for no growth.

On one such day, I went home and cried from my heart.  I cried out loud requesting Guruji to help me.  I sought guidance from him as to what should I do.  I never wanted to retire like this, I told him.  Next morning I was feeling better as whatever was Inside me, I think I had taken out in front of Guruji.

Over a couple of few days, things automatically started improving.  I started getting appreciation for my work not only from my immediate boss but from others in organisation also (although my work and working style remained same).  People started sending appreciation messages to me.  On one such occasion, I got an applause from everyone for organizing a wonderful conference.  Senior people starting treating me as very important resource of the organisation and I was invited to attend many prestigious workshops and meetings.

This gave me so much happiness and confidence and I was motivated to work much better.  My salary and bonuses improved. I started feeling happy again at work and now have no regret of lagging behind.  

By the grace and blessings of Guruji, I am very happy at work now and my profile has improved drastically.  

Guruji, you are my everything.  Thank you so so much..

Jai Jai Guruji

Nothing is coincidence -Lohri 2019

Jai Guru Ji

It was time of Lohri this year and as always I wanted to visit Guruji and take his blessings.  Lohri was on Sunday, 13th January and I thought I will go on Thursday, 10th Jan to Bade Mandir.

But, Guruji wanted it to be different.  I had a dream in which I saw that some celebration is going on in Bade Mandir and Joshi Uncle (Guruji's old sangat) was sitting in front of Guruji's Durbar.  I then saw that I had entered some small market area with lots of small shops.  I couldn't understand the dream but thanked Guruji for this  blessing.

I had met Joshi uncle few years ago in a satsang and had taken his phone number.  After that I had spoken to him only once for something.  I called up Joshi uncle next day and told him that I saw him in my dream.  I also conveyed that he doesn't know me but I know him.  Joshi uncle was happy to hear this and we both thanked Guruji.

I had a office conference for 2 days on 10th & 11th Jan in Gurgaon.  So, it would not be possible for me to go in evening as it would be late.  I planned it for 11th Jan after the conference.  But, since I got late on 11th Jan too, I couldn't go to Bade Mandir.  I then asked my husband if he would like to go with me to Bade Mandir on Saturday, 12th Jan and he agreed.

As we were crossing South Delhi, my husband said that he has to stop at Kotla Mubarakapur for buying some home stuff and we stopped the car there.  It was the same kind of market setup as I saw in my dream.  I was happy that Guruji had planned our visit beforehand.

My husband,me and my niece had wonderful Darshan at Bade Mandir and relished the langar prashad.  All this while, I was thinking that may be I will see Joshi uncle but I dont know what day of the week he comes to Bade Mandir.  My eyes searched for him in VIP area, but couldn't find him.

As I was stepping out of langar hall, I thought to myself, I haven't seen Joshi Uncle as yet!  But, as we approached towards exit, Joshi Uncle was doing Jal Prashad Seva and I couldn't believe what I saw.  I ran up to him and told him that I am the girl who saw him in my dream and called.  We were happy!

This was probably Guruji's way of blessing us and telling me that he plans everything for us and is always beside us.  Moreover, the day, time and who all we meet in Sangat is all planned by him. Nothing in coincidence.

Jai Jai Guruji...Shukrana

Diwali 2018 bulawa & blessings..

Jai Guru Ji..

Diwali is very special for everyone as you meet with all your near and dear ones.  I also wanted to visit Guruji for Diwali on Diwali day but I was not sure whether my family's schedule would permit that.  Just a week before Diwali I went to Bade Mandir and I had tears in my eyes.  I told Guruji that I wanted to come and meet him for Diwali but I may not be able to come.

Just a day before Chotti Diwali, I saw Guruji in my dream.  He was just standing with a specific hand folded pose in a maroon colour chola.  I got up and thanked Guruji for his dream darshan and blessing. The swaroop that I saw in the dream, is not very common amongst all Guruji's pictures available now.  I searched for it on internet and I found the same picture of Guruji standing in Empire Estate Mandir with folded hands.  I thought that may be Guruji is indicating that I should visit him at Empire Estate Mandir.

I found out from someone that Empire Estate Mandir is not open for Darshan on Chhoti Diwali. I thought let me go and see.  If Guruji will allow, they will let me have His Darshan.  I took an auto from my office to reach there with Diwali Gifts for Guruji :).

As I reached there and knocked on the door, the sevadaar aunty came. I told her that I have to come to meet Guruji for Diwali.  She called some other sevadaar uncle and I told him the same thing.  Generally, they dont allow sangat to pay visit like this, but to my amazement not even once they said that I cant meet Guruji.  

They very kindly opened the door for me and I sat with Guruji alone. As I got up after praying to Guruji, the sevadaar uncle told me to stop. He said 'wait, we are getting Chai Prashad for you'.

Unbelievable, I thought.  I relished that Chai & Samosa Prashad and alone time with Guruji . Guruji showered me with so much love and blessings that day.

Jiveen assa pareeta paiyaan Guruaan nu milan layi, uss preet di reet Guruji ne vi nibhai honi hai.

Jai Jai Guruji.

S-458, Guruji's GK Mandir and the connection

Jai Guru Ji

When Guruji's GK Mandir (S-458) got re-opened, I got a WhatsApp forward and I went there to pay my respect.  Later I came to know that it is not open for Sangat on daily basis.  I was a little disheartened on knowing this, as my office is in Nehru Place and I thought it would be easier for me to visit frequently.

Still then, I would often visit GK Mandir morning/evening even if it is closed.  I would stand outside and pray and I have received so many blessings in form of rose fragrance, peacocks screaming, OM Darshans. Guruji after all is not bound by closed doors, even if I cant see him, he saw me coming almost daily.

Then one day while sleeping I saw a vision of home with number S-451.  I wondered what it is and then ignored it.  2-3 days later, again a saw the same vision. I couldn't make out what it is, as Guruji's Mandir address is S-458.  I told my driver to take me to S-451.  I wanted to see what is so special in that home. We reached there and there was no home number as S-451.  We looked around and couldn't find one.  After much searching, we found out that is a barren plot where construction of a home is going on.  I didn't understand what relevance it had with my vision and left it on Guruji.  I told my driver jokingly 'lagta hai Guruji is saying yeh tumhara ghar hai'.

Few days later, when I again visited GK Mandir, I saw that it was all broken.  I asked someone and they mentioned that it is being renovated.  I then realised that may be Guruji wants me to tell by
S-451 vision that his Mandir will also soon be broken and renovated.  I still kept visiting GK Mandir thinking that Guruji soul resides here.  Sometimes the passerbys would look at me astonishingly on seeing me with folded hands in front of ''Malba'''.

But Guruji surely was seeing me.  On the day, when the Mandir had to be re-inaugurated, I got no whatsapp or any intimation that it is getting re-opened and satsang will be held there.  There was some work and I was thinking whether I should visit the Mandir that day.  But a strange pull brought me to GK Mandir and Alas! I was surprised to see the Mandir re-opened and Satsang is about to start.  Contrary to the parking crunch there and people advising me to park my car at GK Market, I got the parking right in front of Guruji's Mandir.  

Guruji called me to re-opening of GK Mandir and  Satsang with so much love.  Our Master surely sees us whether we are able to see Him or not .  All he wants is to give and receive love.  Also, if he wants to call anyone, He will make sure that the person reaches him anyhow.

Jai Guruji

The Amaze-ing Blessings..

Jai Guru Ji

As I had mentioned in my previous satsang, Guruji blessed me with a new car i.e. new Amaze. The day we got the delivery of the car, I went with my family to Empire Estate Mandir to thank Guruji.  It was a Monday and we thought that Empire Estate would be open in the evening, but it wasn't. We requested them to let us in but they didn't.  Anways, the Sevadaar uncle said 'You can give me the car key and the mithai that you got for Guruji, I will take it inside the Mandir and get it blessed 'and we did so.  After he got the key of the car blessed, he also got one rose bouquet along with it as Guruji blessing. What a lovely blessing we all thought and came back home.

Next day while going to office, I wanted to click a picture of the car to send it to my family.  My husband was sitting inside the car. I sent that picture to my family and noticed a very strange thing..

As I zoomed the picture of my husband sitting inside the car, it wasnt his face.  It is as if someone else is sitting.  His face looked like a combination of two different faces.. I showed that picture to my family and my friends and everyone said this 'This is not him'.  I then realised that may be Guruji gave his  darshan and blessings since we couldn''t enter his temple, the previous day :) .  Unbelievable to understand it for many, it was surely a big blessing for us.

After few days, I was going to  my neighbourhood and a very strong fragrance of roses accompanied me everywhere.  I thought ''today, Guruji is very happy and therefore he is blessing me''.  Same day evening we decided to go for a late night drive.  As we got down to go, I saw reflection of Guruji's face on the car.  I showed it to my kids and they laughed it away.  I forgot about it after that.

While coming back from that late night drive, our car was standing on a red light and some taxi company driver, hit it from the back badly (probably drunk).  It was such a strong jerk that we all came out and were shaken badly.  Our car got smashed from behind badly. But, surprisingly all of us were unhurt.

I then realised that Guruji saved us that day by giving his blessings in form of rose fragrance and face impression on the car.

Thank you Guruji for all your protection, care, love, guidance and blessings.  Always be with all of us.

Jai Guruji.