Jai Guru Ji..
It was Thursday again and my day to meet Guruji at Bade Mandir. I asked my mother if she would like to come with me and she happily agreed, since my bhabhi was at home that day (generally she is not able to go due to household responsibilities).
I also had my driver to take us to Bade Mandir. As we reached the parking, certain negative thought struck me out of the blue. It was ''my husband is travelling and my kids are at home with my mother in law. What if something happens to them? Driver is with me, so who will take them to the Doctor if required?". I rubbed the thought away believing that Guruji will take care of them when I am with Him.
In my these 5 years of coming to Bade Mandir, I always switch off my phone before entering Mandir. But that day, I just kept it on silent and didn't switch it off due to some strange feeling/push.
We entered Bade Mandir, had Guruji Darshan and were enjoying Chai Prashad when the phone inside my bag started vibrating. I ignored it. It again vibrated and I ignored it. It kept on vibrating and I had to see who was calling. It was my driver calling from his phone. I panicked as to why he is calling me as he has never done this before. I disconnected the phone and sent him a message asking what happened. He messaged back saying that he has got a call from his home and his son is critically ill and has to be admitted to hospital. He needs to go right away.`
Without even thinking once, I told him to go back and take the car also. In my mind, I thought that I will take the cab on return and since my mother is with me, I need not worry. But, after that, I was not able to concentrate either on Shabads or on Guruji. All I was thinking was ''Hope his son is fine, how will I go back home? If I don't get a cab then? Will I get a scolding from my husband for not coming back with driver?.
I kept saying sorry to Guruji for not concentrating on him as I was not able to do that. When I came out of Mandir, I tried booking a cab but to my surprise no cab was available. My worst fear came true, I thought. I kept trying to book a cab and was on my phone constantly after coming out of Mandir. I didn't knew what to do!!
As I reached the Main Gate of Bade Mandir, suddenly someone said 'Jai Guru Ji'. I looked up and there she was ''my neighbour''. I was thrilled to see her as if someone has given me a gold mine. I asked her how has she come and she said she has come with her family in a big car. I asked her if me and my mother can come with her and if there is enough space, and she said yes. She also told me that she doesn't come on Thursday but today she had to visit alongwith someone from her extended family!! What a co-incidence my mind said but my heart knew it was Guruji.
We should leave all our worries when we visit Bade Mandir to meet Guruji. He takes care of everything.
Ever grateful to you Guruji for everything.
Jai Guru Ji.
I kept saying sorry to Guruji for not concentrating on him as I was not able to do that. When I came out of Mandir, I tried booking a cab but to my surprise no cab was available. My worst fear came true, I thought. I kept trying to book a cab and was on my phone constantly after coming out of Mandir. I didn't knew what to do!!
As I reached the Main Gate of Bade Mandir, suddenly someone said 'Jai Guru Ji'. I looked up and there she was ''my neighbour''. I was thrilled to see her as if someone has given me a gold mine. I asked her how has she come and she said she has come with her family in a big car. I asked her if me and my mother can come with her and if there is enough space, and she said yes. She also told me that she doesn't come on Thursday but today she had to visit alongwith someone from her extended family!! What a co-incidence my mind said but my heart knew it was Guruji.
We should leave all our worries when we visit Bade Mandir to meet Guruji. He takes care of everything.
Ever grateful to you Guruji for everything.
Jai Guru Ji.
