Jai Guru Ji
There are days when you just want to meet Guruji or miss him so much..I guess it was one of those days, when I went to Bade Mandir on a Thursday.
There were many un-answered questions in my mind, too many things to thank him for, too much love and respect that I wanted to express That day, Guruji kindly blessed me by making me sit near his Gaddi in Bade Mandir Hall. As I listened to the soulful shabads, tears were just rolling down by eyes, out of Gratitude.
I didn't knew what to do at that moment, how do I express my gratitude to him, how do I get to see him , how do I seek answers for my unanswered questions. Amidst this dilemma, I was very happy with my eyes closed and tears of joy were continuously flowing down. I wanted to hear one message from Guruji that will fulfill my soul.
After I had my Langar Prashad, generally I go to bow down again to Him before leaving. That day, when I was again in the queue, I saw from far that a new sewadaar (who was standing near Guruji's Gaddi) was continuously smiling at me. I thought he must be mistaking me for someone else. As I approached nearer, his smile got wider, as if he wanted to tell me something. I thought he will say 'aap phir aa gaye, abhi toh aap maatha tek ke gaye they.. (you have come again? you came earlier also for bowing down).
But, to my surprise, as I came near to Guruji Gaddi where he was standing, he stopped me and sai ' Hastey Raha Karo, Guruji hai naa, sab sambhaal lenge'. (keep smiling, Guruji is there and he will take care of everything).
OMG..it cant get this direct, I thought. What a big blessing and assurance from Guruji..I had seen this Sewadaar for the first time and had never spoken to him earlier.
Guruji knows best what and how.. leave it to him, all the time.
Jai Guru Ji
