Monday, 25 February 2019

I will take care of Everything..Guruji

Jai Guru Ji




Once you are in Guruji's sharan, he takes care of every aspect of our life.  One of that aspect of my life was my job/work profile.  Despite being a very good and bright employee, somehow, I wasn't able to grow in all the organisations I have worked for.  All the organisations have regarded me as a very good worker but by the time the promotions or increments were to be decided, something or the other happened and I remained where I was.  

Also, I got so many calls from good organisations for interview for senior positions, but again, it never got materialized.  I now understand and accept that it may be some karmic account that I have to face.

Somewhere, deep down inside me I wasn't happy & satisfied with the career I have.  All my counterparts and friends have grown in their respective roles and I remained where I was.  There were some personal and professional challenges that I faced, but  that was no excuse for no growth.

On one such day, I went home and cried from my heart.  I cried out loud requesting Guruji to help me.  I sought guidance from him as to what should I do.  I never wanted to retire like this, I told him.  Next morning I was feeling better as whatever was Inside me, I think I had taken out in front of Guruji.

Over a couple of few days, things automatically started improving.  I started getting appreciation for my work not only from my immediate boss but from others in organisation also (although my work and working style remained same).  People started sending appreciation messages to me.  On one such occasion, I got an applause from everyone for organizing a wonderful conference.  Senior people starting treating me as very important resource of the organisation and I was invited to attend many prestigious workshops and meetings.

This gave me so much happiness and confidence and I was motivated to work much better.  My salary and bonuses improved. I started feeling happy again at work and now have no regret of lagging behind.  

By the grace and blessings of Guruji, I am very happy at work now and my profile has improved drastically.  

Guruji, you are my everything.  Thank you so so much..

Jai Jai Guruji

Wednesday, 16 January 2019

Nothing is coincidence -Lohri 2019


Jai Guru Ji



It was time of Lohri this year and as always I wanted to visit Guruji and take his blessings.  Lohri was on Sunday, 13th January and I thought I will go on Thursday, 10th Jan to Bade Mandir.

But, Guruji wanted it to be different.  I had a dream in which I saw that some celebration is going on in Bade Mandir and Joshi Uncle (Guruji's old sangat) was sitting in front of Guruji's Durbar.  I then saw that I had entered some small market area with lots of small shops.  I couldn't understand the dream but thanked Guruji for this  blessing.

I had met Joshi uncle few years ago in a satsang and had taken his phone number.  After that I had spoken to him only once for something.  I called up Joshi uncle next day and told him that I saw him in my dream.  I also conveyed that he doesn't know me but I know him.  Joshi uncle was happy to hear this and we both thanked Guruji.

I had a office conference for 2 days on 10th & 11th Jan in Gurgaon.  So, it would not be possible for me to go in evening as it would be late.  I planned it for 11th Jan after the conference.  But, since I got late on 11th Jan too, I couldn't go to Bade Mandir.  I then asked my husband if he would like to go with me to Bade Mandir on Saturday, 12th Jan and he agreed.

As we were crossing South Delhi, my husband said that he has to stop at Kotla Mubarakapur for buying some home stuff and we stopped the car there.  It was the same kind of market setup as I saw in my dream.  I was happy that Guruji had planned our visit beforehand.

My husband,me and my niece had wonderful Darshan at Bade Mandir and relished the langar prashad.  All this while, I was thinking that may be I will see Joshi uncle but I dont know what day of the week he comes to Bade Mandir.  My eyes searched for him in VIP area, but couldn't find him.

As I was stepping out of langar hall, I thought to myself, I haven't seen Joshi Uncle as yet!  But, as we approached towards exit, Joshi Uncle was doing Jal Prashad Seva and I couldn't believe what I saw.  I ran up to him and told him that I am the girl who saw him in my dream and called.  We were happy!

This was probably Guruji's way of blessing us and telling me that he plans everything for us and is always beside us.  Moreover, the day, time and who all we meet in Sangat is all planned by him. Nothing in coincidence.

Jai Jai Guruji...Shukrana

Tuesday, 11 December 2018

Diwali 2018 bulawa & blessings..





Jai Guru Ji..



Diwali is very special for everyone as you meet with all your near and dear ones.  I also wanted to visit Guruji for Diwali on Diwali day but I was not sure whether my family's schedule would permit that.  Just a week before Diwali I went to Bade Mandir and I had tears in my eyes.  I told Guruji that I wanted to come and meet him for Diwali but I may not be able to come.

Just a day before Chotti Diwali, I saw Guruji in my dream.  He was just standing with a specific hand folded pose in a maroon colour chola.  I got up and thanked Guruji for his dream darshan and blessing. The swaroop that I saw in the dream, is not very common amongst all Guruji's pictures available now.  I searched for it on internet and I found the same picture of Guruji standing in Empire Estate Mandir with folded hands.  I thought that may be Guruji is indicating that I should visit him at Empire Estate Mandir.

I found out from someone that Empire Estate Mandir is not open for Darshan on Chhoti Diwali. I thought let me go and see.  If Guruji will allow, they will let me have His Darshan.  I took an auto from my office to reach there with Diwali Gifts for Guruji :).

As I reached there and knocked on the door, the sevadaar aunty came. I told her that I have to come to meet Guruji for Diwali.  She called some other sevadaar uncle and I told him the same thing.  Generally, they dont allow sangat to pay visit like this, but to my amazement not even once they said that I cant meet Guruji.  

They very kindly opened the door for me and I sat with Guruji alone. As I got up after praying to Guruji, the sevadaar uncle told me to stop. He said 'wait, we are getting Chai Prashad for you'.

Unbelievable, I thought.  I relished that Chai & Samosa Prashad and alone time with Guruji . Guruji showered me with so much love and blessings that day.


Jiveen assa pareeta paiyaan Guruaan nu milan layi, uss preet di reet Guruji ne vi nibhai honi hai.


Jai Jai Guruji.



Sunday, 11 November 2018

S-458, Guruji's GK Mandir and the connection

Jai Guru Ji






When Guruji's GK Mandir (S-458) got re-opened, I got a WhatsApp forward and I went there to pay my respect.  Later I came to know that it is not open for Sangat on daily basis.  I was a little disheartened on knowing this, as my office is in Nehru Place and I thought it would be easier for me to visit frequently.

Still then, I would often visit GK Mandir morning/evening even if it is closed.  I would stand outside and pray and I have received so many blessings in form of rose fragrance, peacocks screaming, OM Darshans. Guruji after all is not bound by closed doors, even if I cant see him, he saw me coming almost daily.

Then one day while sleeping I saw a vision of home with number S-451.  I wondered what it is and then ignored it.  2-3 days later, again a saw the same vision. I couldn't make out what it is, as Guruji's Mandir address is S-458.  I told my driver to take me to S-451.  I wanted to see what is so special in that home. We reached there and there was no home number as S-451.  We looked around and couldn't find one.  After much searching, we found out that is a barren plot where construction of a home is going on.  I didn't understand what relevance it had with my vision and left it on Guruji.  I told my driver jokingly 'lagta hai Guruji is saying yeh tumhara ghar hai'.

Few days later, when I again visited GK Mandir, I saw that it was all broken.  I asked someone and they mentioned that it is being renovated.  I then realised that may be Guruji wants me to tell by
S-451 vision that his Mandir will also soon be broken and renovated.  I still kept visiting GK Mandir thinking that Guruji soul resides here.  Sometimes the passerbys would look at me astonishingly on seeing me with folded hands in front of ''Malba'''.

But Guruji surely was seeing me.  On the day, when the Mandir had to be re-inaugurated, I got no whatsapp or any intimation that it is getting re-opened and satsang will be held there.  There was some work and I was thinking whether I should visit the Mandir that day.  But a strange pull brought me to GK Mandir and Alas! I was surprised to see the Mandir re-opened and Satsang is about to start.  Contrary to the parking crunch there and people advising me to park my car at GK Market, I got the parking right in front of Guruji's Mandir.  

Guruji called me to re-opening of GK Mandir and  Satsang with so much loveOur Master surely sees us whether we are able to see Him or not .  All he wants is to give and receive love.  Also, if he wants to call anyone, He will make sure that the person reaches him anyhow.

Jai Guruji








Wednesday, 10 October 2018

When I heard Guruji's Voice..

Jai Guru Ji..

Some time back, I so desperately wanted to hear Guruji's voice and was thinking..it would have been a great blessing if I could have met Him earlier, heard Him, may be touched Him.

I requested Guruji to please make me hear Him..I just wanted to hear Him once and receive his blessings.

Next day..I was listening to one satsang by Meera Jauhar Aunty on YouTube with my earphones ON.  Just a minute must have passed, and her voice that was audible to me changed.  Unbelievable to many, but it became a male's voice that I was hearing. Also, the satsang which she was narrating became very unclear...I could just hear a male voice narrating something.

First, I assumed it to be a technical problem and didnt hear it for some time.  After few minutes, I plugged it and again that Male voice was there...I again thought that may be some problem with my phone or the video.. I sent that video link to my colleague and checked on her phone and earphones.  It was perfectly fine!

It suddenly struck me that a day before, I had requested Guruji that I wanted to hear Him.  Still doubtful, I clicked on many other videos on Youtube but they were perfectly audible and fine. So, it ruled out any problem with the phone also.
                  
After about 30 Minutes, I clicked on another Guruji Satsang by a Dubai Sangat and again the voice became Male's. I sent that satsang to my friend and on her phone, it was fine. It firmed by belief that indeed Gurui is blessing me with his voice and may be also conveyed me that whenever a satsang is shared by a sangat, Guruji speaks through him/her and it is indeed  a big blessing.

Only Guruji knows that how many times I have tried to bother him, but Him being so loving, patient, and forgiving, he always grants our wishes.


Jai Jai Guruji.. Shukrana Guruji

Wednesday, 5 September 2018

The Amaze-ing Blessings..

Jai Guru Ji



As I had mentioned in my previous satsang, Guruji blessed me with a new car i.e. new Amaze. The day we got the delivery of the car, I went with my family to Empire Estate Mandir to thank Guruji.  It was a Monday and we thought that Empire Estate would be open in the evening, but it wasn't. We requested them to let us in but they didn't.  Anways, the Sevadaar uncle said 'You can give me the car key and the mithai that you got for Guruji, I will take it inside the Mandir and get it blessed 'and we did so.  After he got the key of the car blessed, he also got one rose bouquet along with it as Guruji blessing. What a lovely blessing we all thought and came back home.

Next day while going to office, I wanted to click a picture of the car to send it to my family.  My husband was sitting inside the car. I sent that picture to my family and noticed a very strange thing..
As I zoomed the picture of my husband sitting inside the car, it wasnt his face.  It is as if someone else is sittingHis face looked like a combination of two different faces.. I showed that picture to my family and my friends and everyone said this 'This is not him'.  I then realised that may be Guruji gave his  darshan and blessings since we couldn''t enter his temple, the previous day :) .  Unbelievable to understand it for many, it was surely a big blessing for us.

After few days, I was going to  my neighbourhood and a very strong fragrance of roses accompanied me everywhere.  I thought ''today, Guruji is very happy and therefore he is blessing me''.  Same day evening we decided to go for a late night drive.  As we got down to go, I saw reflection of Guruji's face on the car.  I showed it to my kids and they laughed it away.  I forgot about it after that.

While coming back from that late night drive, our car was standing on a red light and some taxi company driver, hit it from the back badly (probably drunk).  It was such a strong jerk that we all came out and were shaken badly.  Our car got smashed from behind badly. But, surprisingly all of us were unhurt.

I then realised that Guruji saved us that day by giving his blessings in form of rose fragrance and face impression on the car.

Thank you Guruji for all your protection, care, love, guidance and blessings.  Always be with all of us.

Jai Guruji.

Monday, 6 August 2018

My Health Checkup and that One Call..

Jai Guru Ji


Guruji always direct us to what is good and important for us.

I get my health checkup done every year and this gives me anxiety..some days before and some days after the checkup.  This year, I bravely decided that I will not get it done..I am perfectly alright and I am feeling healthy.  Because of this overconfidence, I started neglecting my eating habits and workouts.  I was getting into that 'All is Well and I can be lazy' trap.  5 months passed since the due checkup date.

But somewhere I had this thought of whether I should get it done or not.  I spoke to Guruji and told him. 'Guruji, I am taking this very brave decision for me. I am not getting my health checkup done this year.  If you feel that I should get it done, either you come or speak to me or let Apollo Hospital people call me that my health check up is due' (Apollo hospital never calls people to follow up, I was very sure, even if you miss it for 2-3 years)

After about a month, I got a call from APOLLO Hospital. They said 'Madam, your health checkup is due' and I was like 'What?? you are calling me, you never call!'.  I immediately realised that this is a directive from Guruji and after  15 days I went for my annual health checkup.

Nurse checked the BP and she said it is high.  I said, it cannot be, may be because of anxiety, it is high.  She checked 2-3 times and it was still high.  I went to the hospital  physician and he said 'It is high and you should start taking BP medicine immediately'.  I tried explaining it to doctor that it may be due to anxiety, but he refused to listen and prescribed me BP medicine.  I looked at Guruji swaroop in amazement 'Why Guruji, why?'

I went for my Gynae checkup and the doctor said that I had some  infection, which I had no symptom of, and she gave me some mild medicines to eat.

I had go to general physician again (same day) and I told him to check my BP again.  This time, it was perfectly normal.  Doctor was surprised, he said 'aapne medicine le li kya? (have you already taken the medicine)? and I said NO.  He said dont take medicine now, but generally keep your lifestyle healthy.

So, in nutshell, without this checkup I would have never realised that my BP was going on a higher side and of that Gynae infection and it could have been worse.  But Guruji knew it and therefore the most un-expected call from Apollo came.

Guruji.. you are so caring and loving.  What would have I done without you.  Thank you so much!

Jai Guruji